Live Like A Normal Human

I don't know, what am I suppose to write...but as I sat down and started typing I gotta be writing something, right? (LOL...that's weird ~ I know)
So...here it goes!
I am a very normal girl, an ordinary one, just like any other girl and moreover a human, with all sorts of creepy and weird behaviors that I know, all of you have but afraid to admit, just cause you want to be normal, isn't it?
But hey, that's normal, it's normal to be weird, go creepy, freak yourself out and act like five years old kid even if you are 45 or plus. There is no rule, how a human should be, beside a human is much more matured and has a capacity to act according to the situations and have control in the stuff going around him. But saying so, it doesn't mean you can't live your self out, and go with the flow...where your heart and brain takes you.
Life is something you get once, you gotta live, and here 'Live' means literally 'Live' like a normal human. And do you know what does 'A Normal Human' means, (I don't know about others but according to me) a normal Human is the one who, is normal to himself, act and behaves according to his theories and laws, does the things he thinks is right, is stressless and provides ultimate happiness to himself and is 'Independent'.
People take my words ( the one I mentioned above, how I described the 'normal human' ) in an unacceptable manner, because they say, if human starts acting in whatever manner they feel like, there won't left any humanity, this world will scatter, or something smilar will happen; BUT wait, i ain't telling anyone to break the constitution of the nation, murder someone or go violent, we are a human being, God has given us the most precious gift that other creature couldn't get and that is, the ability to think and then act. So, we do know and can differentiate what's Wrong and what's Right. Hence. I don't think anyone trying to live alive for real, could hamper anyone else's life or this world.
See, someone is trying to smile, laugh, dance, be full of joy and peace and I don't think this world will have any problem with that, in fact this world needs the same thing and that's something is missing. People's focus is more on living their life the way they presume that the society will accept; but HEY, we all are the member of this society, this society is made up of the people like you and me, with some sort of norms, values and Myths. And everyone, every single one of us, live our life wondering and stressing about how the society gonna react, forgetting the fact society is nothing beside full of people like 'Me'.
In 100, 80% of people are stressed and depressed because they cannot live themselves out, they are afraid of the so called society; let me add up a simple thing, you have something on your head, like you wanna dance all of the sudden but you ain't gonna do that, you get afraid of the fact that how a person next to you gonna react, if you do so. And here is that person next to you, who has something on his/her head as well, but s/he gets afraid how you gonna react when s/he does that. So see, we all are same, we have little-little stuff that we want to do, but we get afaird how people around us gonna react, and we hold our feelings inside us, and the same process goes for more of the stuff and it becomes way to big, hard to handle and what happens is, we end up bursting sometime, but NO, we don't, instead we just want to brust, but we again, start wondering people's thoughts and we hold that which later turns  into Frustration and then to Depression.
I don't mean to brsut in front of people, but here I meant, you to do what you feel like doing; how can you presume how and what will be the reaction of people without even letting your actions to flow. If your action is good one way the other the reaction will come in a good manner, and even if it doesn't come the way you expected it to come, 'So What?' "It's OKAY"; there is nothing like "Do or Die", there be the next morning after the end of a day, so you can do and try that next time, or try some other stuff, if you fail in one.
Life is all about doing, keep on doing, do something new and exciting everyday. And do you know what's the thing that's exciting for you? That is, doing the stuff you feel like, it can be way too small or way too big and challenging, but it will be yours, your choice, something you chose and you felt like doing, so you get the energy to do that, and the happiness that leads you to success and you feel like, not giving up, and trying again and again which leads you to success.
All the people who achieve something and reached to that success are the people, who were normal, normal to themselves, and world called them anything you can imagine form 'mad, pyshco, crazy, abnormal to what not' but now they be the most influential people in the world. See they were nothing but themselves, they went and thought out of the box, which means they went beyond the myths of the society, they chose everything that their heart and brain asked them to do. They failed and again they tried, some of them even for real, failed 1000's of time but they didn't give up, just because they want to be normal and do what they feel like doing, without caring the myths that the society carries and the harsh arrows of words that the society throws. They still, till the end been normal to themselves, and achieved whatever they desire and wanted. Becuase they were abnormal to the society but normal to themselves, they worked for the things they wanted hence sucess was their, and they got happiness as their root.
So, relax, take a deep breathe, don't afaird of anything, do what makes you feel good, and feel happy. If you try to be normal wondering about the society then also its okay, but after doing that please keep on checking your over all conditions, most importantly, the condition of your brain, make sure your are not stressed, frustrated, and walking like a 'Angry Young Man'. If you are happy and good enough then whatever you do and whatever is your definition of being 'Normal' be, that's correct.
Life and being normal are all about being happy, there be no point of stress and loneliness. Life can be full of joy and happiness, you never go lonely and frustrated, if you know what and how you feel inside. There be no one in this world whom you have to proof, beside you-yourself inside, do anything that makes you happy first of all, because "when we are happy by our self first, we radiate that happiness, letting everyone to be happy when they be around us". So relax, the problems you have now, will get solved, there be beautiful next morning waiting for you, where you can do and try anything, till the life don't end we have days and days to live, and every year has 365 days, make sure you have days full of happiness and memories to remember before your count down of next 365 days begins.
Be Normal, Be YOU!!!! A HAPPY YOU indeed :)