The ghost of the haunting tale

So many ups and downs, and now I am feeling like a clown

All I wanted was a place that was safe and sound

See, with every passing month despite having a ray of hope,

I was losing myself way too remote

Bewildered in emotions, longing to have a simple conversation

"Call me once, he said later, I asked when is that later... he replied IDK"

Sheltered in the plausibility of avoidance,

I just got lost, and maybe I was waiting to be found

But, unfortunately, I was waiting in a haunted town-

It was awful, it is painful with sleepless nights and dejected days with no sunshine

I got stuck in a hurricane, ruining my sanity, my sane

I did not know I was this "naive" or maybe, I am simply "so damn stupid"

Foolish and implausible, baffled with sentiments that have no future...

"Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today" that today has now turned to be a part of past

As the present feels disconsolate where I simply wish for a day that just does not last...

Maybe I just need a break, a timelapse with anything that has a different cast

Because right now everything feels shallow and, I cannot explain or express the triviality of my presence in the path that is way too narrow 

As it, all might feel a little scary like the ghost of the haunting tale...with no mercy or merry

- March 30, 2023 (11:30PM)