I am here...

I want to hear from you, what you say,

I want to sit next to you when you bawl out anyway,

I ain’t gonna ask you to stop,

And not even gonna question any of your gushes,

I want to be right next to you,

Holding you tight when you’re sad, after a bad day.

I want to be there, even when you’re angry,

When the stupidest act gets you annoyed,

Or the time, when you feel like being betrayed,

I want to stay there, and see you,

I want to hear from you, and if you want to,

Please, scream louder, take hell out of you,

I want to be there, I want to wait there,

Maybe try to crack some silliest jokes,

Though I know it won’t make you laugh,

Yet I want to try, maybe tickle you,

 Maybe run my hands through your hair,

And then hold you in my arms,

And see you glow with your smile for any sake,

Allowing you to know, how beautiful your smile is,

It can make anything possible for a blissful day.

Yet, I don’t want to be there, when you’re happy,

When you’re partying, maybe even on your birthdays,

It’s okay if you don’t remember me in your finest days,

Because that’s the time you’ll find everyone around you,

All the kindest souls to hold you,

Enchant the words that I can’t deliver you,

I’m sure all of them gonna make it worthy enough, special for you,

So please, don’t feel my absence, though I know you won’t do,

And trust me- It’s okay!   

Because I know I can’t fit that crowd that surrounds you. 

 Nonetheless, don’t go through double thoughts,

Don’t feel shy, to confess the ache,

No matter how long it will get,

Even after we grow old and contact less,

If you feel sad, go through any bad days,

Feel lonely and soreness,

I will be there to hear you,

I am always here to see all the emotions,

You can’t unveil to others, with the fear of being judged or anything else.

- 2017.SEP.11