Oh hi

Do you have something to say?

Please, don’t lie—just let it play.

It’s been months—I’ve lost the count,
Yet your pictures stay, a memory I can’t renounce.

Storage full with 600+ frames of moments we knew,

Strolling the town, just you and me and your friends around,
Simple moments that still set me free.
Laughter shared, smiles so bright,
A quiet warmth that feels just right.

Oh hi
It’s been forever since I saw your face.
I thought we’d never meet,
Never cross the same street,
Never share the same space.
But here you are, the world feels small,
With social media creating chances for all.
A funny twist, a trolling fate,
That brings us here—was it too late?

"You look cute," "You’re so sweet,"
"Oh, thank you," my heart skips a beat.
Small DMs, chats in the night,
Butterflies waking, everything feels right.
I check my phone, it’s your message again,
Sent at 1 something, on your birthday’s end.

Oh hi

But then you stop, you hesitate.

"Should I text you or should I not?"

Yet deep down, you know it’s true,

“I like you—I really still do.”

And maybe, just maybe, you feel it too,

Or is this just for the highlights of you?

- Dec.024

Restless Night

 At 3 in the morning, after a long, profoundly beautiful day,

I was bracing for the future, my feelings deepening and my heart held in reserve.

Well, the some sort of fear grew and, I was numb and resolute, insisting we part ways.

But the way you held me and persuaded me to stay,

You ignited something within me, easing my anxiety away.

- May 02, 024 

The ghost of the haunting tale

So many ups and downs, and now I am feeling like a clown

All I wanted was a place that was safe and sound

See, with every passing month despite having a ray of hope,

I was losing myself way too remote

Bewildered in emotions, longing to have a simple conversation

"Call me once, he said later, I asked when is that later... he replied IDK"

Sheltered in the plausibility of avoidance,

I just got lost, and maybe I was waiting to be found

But, unfortunately, I was waiting in a haunted town-

It was awful, it is painful with sleepless nights and dejected days with no sunshine

I got stuck in a hurricane, ruining my sanity, my sane

I did not know I was this "naive" or maybe, I am simply "so damn stupid"

Foolish and implausible, baffled with sentiments that have no future...

"Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today" that today has now turned to be a part of past

As the present feels disconsolate where I simply wish for a day that just does not last...

Maybe I just need a break, a timelapse with anything that has a different cast

Because right now everything feels shallow and, I cannot explain or express the triviality of my presence in the path that is way too narrow 

As it, all might feel a little scary like the ghost of the haunting tale...with no mercy or merry

- March 30, 2023 (11:30PM)

Whispers Goodbye: Shattered Resonance to Stay

In the wreckage of my heart, a quiet sigh,

September whispered our final goodbye.

As 2024 emerged, January's plea,

A call to move on, to set my spirit free.

 

On my birthday, as I turn a year old in shadows strong,

I believed resilience in me belonged.

See my heart just sank, before your grin,

My strength did fold, a melting surrender to a story untold.

 

Again a question arose- shall we weave anew, give all we possess,

Or linger as strangers, in silence confess?

No greetings exchanged, no trollish brim,

A crossroads of hearts, emotions dim.

 

- Jan.19.024

[Can I ask you something, do you really LOVE me?]