GO AWAY

I recently got into this habit,

I no more check my phone,

I no more wake up in the middle of nights to check you out,

But still every time my phone blinks, I hope it’s you,

But no, its not you,

And other people, I no more feel like talking, 

I have nothing to talk,

And I am okay with this, 

I recently started this habit to rely on hopes only in my head & not expecting for real,

Yet I really want to know,

Are you still keeping on me?

Do you remember me?

Will you ever forget me?

I wanna know it all, but more than that I wanna know right now: Do you miss me?

Yet I wish you, not to text me, don’t even call me,

Cus’ I am relying on a hope,

And I afraid if you contact me any way soon, it will end!

I afraid you will go away!